Impossible

So there is this one thing, which i should say to myself. "Stop dreaming! nicole teo!". what we want is not always granted in life. No matter how hard u try to get it, when the times is not suitable..then it is NOT suitable so dont force yourself and also the time to get it. Let the water flow naturally...just going to give up for now i guess...........................................................

9 july o9

Today lecture only at night, from 7pm til 9pm. But the talkative lecturer takes 45 more minutes to tell his story, holidays 2 months and its time to burst out everything maybe..and students become his victims. Also keep staring at us who sat at front...=.=....i was forced to act that like i am so focus...but only for the 1st hour....after that, i sat there like listening to what he said...but mind was flew back home, imagining that i am facebooking, msn-ing, gaming and eating dinner..erm...well that time still not taken my dinner coz need rush back to uni after i wake up at 6pm, somemore traffic jam lagi...

The Keusahawanan Dalam Teknologi subject seems like not that hard and if u are a KK-rian, it is more easy to do the project. Well, during the lecturer explain bout the project, my mind flew back to home again, thinking about.........what if i take dad's business for my project? need to take the pictures of the bearings, sport light, car battery water, oil filter, diesel fuel pump.....etc.....hahaha....this is SO MUCH FUN!!!! oh ya, forget tell bout the project. Its about need to find a local company and help the company publish a website. Any company also can. Though i find mine already. I also need to help my non-sabahan friends find company for them.

Hmm...tomorow still got lecture........but its friday!!!! and saturday comes againnn.......!!!!! horraayyyy!!!!

group?

I feel dizzy right now. I just know that we need to form a group for thermodynamic subject. We need to form a group which is comprises of other engineering student, civil+chemical+mechanical+computer+electric n electrical. I got offer from 2 groups of friends. They invite me to join. They are BRILLIANT group. Well i mean they all are higher scorers....everyone wants to be in a BRILLIANT group. didnt we?

But here comes the prob, i cannot just left my close friends behind and go join other groups. I am not saying their result not good and i dont want to be with them. Its just..erm....close friends...which means...quite comfortable with them and also our hostel was near. It will be very convenient for us to do the assignment. So now..hmm....just wait and see......

the begining

U are welcome to an offline blogging. Yes indeed…I write this post offline.

My journey for 2^nd year Sem 1.

5-7-09 Sunday

Today move in into my room. Well, yesterday I book already a nice, good feng shui, comfortable bed. And when I go inside my room. A beg was on my bed. WTF!

Then I check my table which is beside my bed. Got a paper written CAROLINE PETER on it…fuh! Relieve…coursemate rupanya…and then I ter-saw another paper….written…THIS IS MINE –SUER……lots of question mark….i sms Carol P. n she told me we were all in the same room…hahhaa….ok…..a room…3 juniors…3 seniors…..and 3 of us same course…which is not that bad I guess…hehehe……but then….nothing as simple as that, Suer wants my bed….from phone…she ask carol P to book for her…ask fauziah n carol K to come to our room and book…haha…I said I want my bed………that’s all……and she’s come…..keep begging to give her…..& I don’t know why….suddenly I said YES!ambilah….and that’s it….i give it to her…and move to another bed….sobs. This Sunday night.....i cannot sleep…keep listening to some weird sound…like almari buka punya suara…but when I curi2 see...almari were fully closed.

And I feel like something blew my head….ARGGGHHH~~~~~~~ that time was so scare......i pray…but like not use…I become more scare…because there are many rumors about my level here….i woke up at 2am…n then waiting time to pass by till 3….and 4…..at 4 something I woke up n went to toilet….keep praying…..erm…..nothing happens…….n after that….sleep till 7am….

6-7-09

Today is the first day of lecture….

And I escaped.

Went to kk to buy things…rain heavily.

I found a cheap shoes…..rm 19.90…very cool….and the color so nice…

Me n michele fight for it…but lastly both of us gave up…because…NO SIZE. So we didn’t buy.

Walking with sandal…really not comfortable. And now my leg got blister…

I haven’t found my new shoes…I need a new shoes….

I had changed my bed and automatically change almari n desk also…

Well…my desk is decorated nicely already and I quiet satisfy…hehe….

And the almari…cannot lock…..

So me and my good-skill friend…..VERONICA……add a lock to it….

Ta dang! Now I can lock my almari….

It may look easy but when u don’t have a hammer and use a sandal as hammer…it become tough though…lol…but we made it…!!! Yay!!! That’s why I love stay hostel…u can taste the bitterness and also…haha…sweetness of…..friendship

So tomorrow….i will go to lecture.

And…hopefully tonight I have a good rest.

02july09

~HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO DEAREST MUM~
02 . 07. 09

Gara Gara GOo!!!

clinic teo n etc

im boring....
really boring at home...
and i had restricted myself to go out in order to save or decrease the possibility for my money to flow out of my pocket yang berlobang-lobang suda...
so this week...
the last week...
is the days spend only...and only in home....
so i upload some pics that not post yet.

Went to Clinic Teo@ tg aru for some easy medical check up..
not me...both my parents....
and very very very shock! i saw SOMEONE there....
not inside the clinic but beside the clinic. XD
kantoi~~~

Below is at home dy...
find someTHING to blog...lol....
(psst....im really boring ba....)

draw by bro...
not yet finish...
the tangan so spoil....
he cant draw it...i know...lol...

got signature lagi...haha....

whats this? i duno....bro's gf name....with ic no....

o...this is my cat.....tung nyit....

and her very good feng shui position....

a week after the medical check up...we went to take the report....
n my dad very proud for the doctor puji them...
makan apa oo? kenapa gitu healthy..?
which also mean...
puji my mum can cook well...
everything is balance.....
hahaha......
dad is a vegetarian...i tot he will be less some protein...or wat....
but everything OK!
hahaha.....
1 of my wish...to be a vegetarian 1 day...like my dad n 2 aunties....XD

guess what is thiS?

tadang! the cover for my external.....
be4 this no cover...
n the external makin tercalar calar dy...
so i make 1.....
the jahit menjahit stuff...take 1 day n hahahaa.....
like it so much!!!

new pendrive...the old 1 buruk....no brand 1....n rosak dy...

next plan....hurm...
shud i change my cam cover to that polka dot cover also? hehehe....
see la...
like lazy also.......
hurm..............